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its 8.25a.m right now and i`m supposed to be in school by 9a.m but i`m still right here typing this load of craps . i don't want to go to school anymore though i`m already in my uniform , tied my hair and wore my socks . i`m tired . i dont have the mood . i . . . . . . oh well , i dont what the shit has happened . i hate feeling this way . i hate acting this way . i want that me to return . each and everyday , i`m worried that something might happen . do something to make me not feel this way alright ? because only you can . . .


i don't know what had happened . you've changed . did your feeling fade ? you dont show the love , care and concern to me like you always did anymore . pampered me with all this once again , will you ? i miss those sweet talks that you say to me everyday to make my day too . each and everyday when i woke up , the first thing that i thought to myself was " will he ask for a break today ? " i`m so afraid that it is , because you've changed . your feeling seems to fade . i hate feeling this way . i really don't want to lose you , because i really need you . everynight , tears came rolling down . i told myself never to cry for you again but still , i can't managed to do that because the pain , hurt and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside . . . you don't call me like you usually did anymore . even if you did , we only purely talked for 30 minutes or so ? and you said you`ll call back which usually you would no matter what . but right now you dont anymore . at night , you would always call me and always forbidded me to go to bed because you said you want me to accompany you , but you dont call me anymore . what happened ? why did all this shit had to happen ? did your feeling really fade ? did you fallen for another girl ? i want you back , can i ? i want the you that would forever be pampering me to be back . 3 more days to our 5th month , can we make it through ? i truly hope so . can we last ? i really hope we would . why did all this had to happene ? we were still fine on Friday . . . things then started to change the next day . just purely one day and things can be so worse already . i don't what happened . sigh . . . . for the past few days , things didn improve at all . why ? seriously , i want to know what you'r thinking . i really do love you , Neo Zhao Ming . . . . .








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